When I See You

You should know, things have changed with me
I spent time making myself better
Mental health, I have my days when I miss you so
I'll be better
Wonder what is going on
Have you still been holding on too?
I hope you haven't, I'll never have a clue
You deserve all that you have made
And I'm still struggling to break away
And when I see you, things have clearly changed
And when I'm near you, I feel really strange
It's like I am home, but I don't belong here
The ceiling's gone and it's raining
If it's okay with you then I guess I'll sweep the mess under
And I'll try to leave it
Lying to the world
And when I see you, we've so clearly changed
And when I'm near you, I feel so ashamed
Reminds me how long it has been since we were so in love, singing our song