Lay Low

I guess you can say I lost myself on the way
Shit changed, no nothing's been the same
No I ain't been the same
It's been a while since I felt this way
The feeling takes control, the more I seem to elevate
I'm tryna find my way out, find a way out
Can't seem to run away, and hide to lay low
See I've been drowning, baby, try to save me
But y'all too late, I've taken off
And I ain't never going back to how I used to be
Living life so scared of what ain't true to me
Nowadays, it's something that I'm used to seeing
Walkin' round like I ain't got a clue, but that's for you to see
Thinking that I'm dumb enough for you to walk all over me
Bitch, try again, see it in your eyes, you boutta lie again
Straight up to my face, what a disgrace, no don't you try again
Talking all that shit behind my back, go chirp to all your friends
They quick to switching up, but I ain't phased I'm used to dealing with the pain
Well, I guess it's another day
Wake up in the morning to some sun kisses on my face
I need to find another way
To make it through all of the bullshit tired of feeling like I'm fucking useless
Yeah, been looking for some better days
I spent the night up in my head,
I mean I got your message I just never read
Think I found myself another way
I'll see you on the other side,
I think it's time for me to finally say goodbye (Say goodbye)
Yeah,
Feeling like this ain't worth it
But maybe I ain't too certain
There's more for me, they're telling me
I'm something special that I gotta stay focused
I gotta put in time and sacrifice
A lot of things been working hard to find a way
Said It's part of life, go roll the dice
And see if luck can help you out, It's make or break
I've been drowning in my sorrows for a while been dealing with problems
Face to face my demons, they calling reaper knocking at my doorstep talking
Bout it's time for me to go I tell him, catch me if you can
Jet fuel never gon' run out I stay flying, I ain't never gon' crash
Well, I guess it's another day
Wake up in the morning to some sun kisses on my face
I need to find another way
To make it through all of the bullshit tired of feeling like I'm fucking useless
Yeah, been looking for some better days
I spent the night up in my head,
I mean I got your message I just never read
Think I found myself another way
I'll see you on the other side,
I think it's time for me to finally say goodbye (Say goodbye)