Purpose

I hold my hand out as far as it goes
I close my eyes now, I just don't wanna know
I hold my hand out as far as it goes
I hold my head now, it's been harder than you know

I'm starting to feel like I kinda get it now
Don't call me crazy
Call me when you see this
Calm me down
I've been looking for what goes around to come around
I've been looking for what's going down
What's up right now?
Find me somewhere I don't need to be
I've been away
Im restarting shit immediately cuz I'm not okay
For all my heart I only ask to see another day
I'm not that smart
I only asked for enough to stay
Enough to stay on track and get me to a better place
I love to play it back
I'm thinking still of better days
I left what hope I had behind and now I'm face to face
With all the fear that I can find
Get me out this place
I've been really in a distant different mental space
I get really freaky visions from behind my face
I let everything move past me this is not a race
You get worried if I'm happy
So I hide my face
I've been trying not to act out, there's a time and place
I'm just dying to go back there's a feeling that I chase
I'm still flying
Can't look back like I'm stealing out that place
I'm still lying and its bad cuz it's really not phase

And I'm starting to feel like I kinda get it now
Don't call me crazy
Call me when you see this
Calm me down
I've been looking for what goes around to come around
I've been looking for what's going down
What's up right now?
Find me somewhere I don't need to be
I've been away
I'm restarting shit immediately cuz I'm not okay
I'm starting to feel like I kinda get it now
I'm starting to feel like I kinda get it now
I'm starting to feel like I kinda get it now