this is how i wanna die

Turned this beat into mp3
So I can say what's on my mind so next can we
Discuss all the voices in my head and what they fucking said
And how id wanna go if I the choice to be fucking dead

Yeah
If I could choose how I'd rest my soul
I'd head to the grave a dig a bigger hole
Than any other fucker that laid around
I'd behead myself then put a spade to the ground

Get knifed by a wife who said I ruined her life, put a light to my bright white spliff I laced With spice
Get shot to head while there's a vest on my chest
Get caught on a text because I'm hording for sex on an orphan who's undressed Distorted and piplexed

Get tossed in the jail miss all my family's mail, because I can only read Braille since my Eyes have been empaled
Take a deep breath
Forget to exhale
Too much x til I'm frail
After a laced cocktail
But I'm dead so I won't tell the tale
Chew on lead
Like a dog with a bone
Alone in a field until the cows come home
So now my balls need nipping because a girls up the duff are my dicks been dipping
Though she's got a nice bust it wasn't worth the thrust
Cos now I got thrush
So now I'm gonna cry like a baby took a needle to the thigh
I'm not gonna lie this is how I wanna die