You've Changed

People are always like
Jubilee, you've changed
You change so fast
You change so much
You just believed this
And you just dressed like that
Yeah
Okay
That's life
Anything that is not changing is dead
So I AM grateful to be alive
I AM grateful that my evolution is evident
It is healthy
And it's natural
Neurodiversity and my own mental health with
Understanding Obsessive Compulsive
What they call what they call a disorder ya know
Hoarding is a part of it and
I'm realizing that I have actually been hoarding emotions
When I don't give myself that space
To let go
And allow the natural process
So the next time someone says
Jubilee, you've changed
You're different
I'm going to say thank you
That's a compliment
That means I AM allowing life to happen
I AM alive
I AM growing
I AM evolving
I AM discovering
Who I AM
Just peeling back layers
That's all that is
They're just seeing a different layer
They might not see the process of me peeling them back
But I know what I know