Anxiety, And The Fear Of...

So nice to see you
I can′t tell how long it's been
I pushed you down beneath me
'Cause you′re the only thing I dread
Lately I've been content with myself
But this loneliness, it gets to me
Well, I knew you'd come back around

You′re the one thing I cannot face
I think it′s time to turn around
But I can't go back

Hard to mend
The broken pieces
Of myself
I can′t restore
My fragile heart
I wish to leave this
Can I move on to something more?

Well, you divе right in as I dip my toes
The water seemеd frigid, oh, so cold
So I'll part these seas 'til it overflows
As I sink down to this coral reef
I see myself pinned underneath
Please make this stop
I can hardly breathe

You're the one thing I cannot face
I think it′s time to turn around
'Cause I'm fucking sick of second place
Will I ever overcome these bounds?
Well, this fear, it gets hard to take
I wish it was easier somehow
But I can′t go back
Alright

Hard to mend
The broken pieces
Of myself
I can't restore
My fragile heart
I wish to leave this
Can I move on to something more?

I've built these walls to prevent myself from being hurt
Turning a blind eye to the fact that I let countless opportunities slip through my fingertips
Looping through a vicious cycle of worthlessness and discouragement that I will one day rename regret
I hope to stop living in my head and start living through my heart
'Cause maybe that way I can stop living with all the anxiety, and the fear of—
The number you have dialed has been disconnected

Hard to mend
The broken pieces
Of myself
I can′t restore
My fragile heart
I wish to leave this
Can I move on to something more?

This weight won′t last forever
(Hard to mend)
I can almost taste the air
This weight won't last forever
(The broken pieces)
I can almost taste the air
This weight won′t last forever
(Hard to mend)
I can almost taste the air
This weight won't last forever
(The broken pieces)
I can almost taste the air
Taste the air
Taste the air