Jonnie Appleseed and the Poisoned Orchard

The apple hanging from the tree
Has died, fell to my knees
As I look up you don't look at me
No more, no more
The ivy growing under the weeds
Has poisoned what I once believed
I hope you take care, but not of me
No more, no more
I don't like the way you speak to me sometimes
The only version of you I like
Is when it's of him you remind me
I come to you with weapons inside my mind
But wait, you brought a knife to this fight
I apologize
Being civil is such a war crime
Do you see
See your reflection in me
I hope the mirror is clean
I hope you see all the tears I'm not crying
I don't hate anybody, no use
If I were to I would hate you
Love is a drug
But it wasn't the one that you abused
Do you remember on a recent winter eve
How you decided you could take advantage of me
I know that no means no but to you it means negotiate
Bet you don't remember how you threw it across the floor
Turned off the lights, went to bed calling me a bore
Turned on my side crying more than the night before
Do you see
See your reflection in me
I hope the mirror is clean
I hope you see all the tears I'm not crying
I don't hate anybody, no use
If I were to I would hate you
Love is a drug
But it wasn't the one that you abused
It's amazing
From 21 to 19
There's such a lifetime in between
I'm so sorry
No one ever treated you kindly
I should have known not to be so lovely
More apples for me
More apples for me