Rome (voice memo)

Addiction took you away from him
You'll never really know
What it's like to have a kid
Pawn off, fucked up, riding it out
Never listen cuz it's too hard to think about
He loves you
Cuz it's what he's supposed to do
Until he grows up
And learns a thing or two
Or maybe he'll still want your approval
Even when you're piss drunk and brutal
Maybe he'll learn to hate you
And then he'll wake up and be you
I'm looking at his face trying not to cry
Cruel for bringing him into this world
Stupid for thinking you'd try
Waited twenty years for round two
Said you would change
But you still fucked all three exactly the same
Pawn off, fucked up, riding it out
Never listen cuz it's too hard to think about
Chrys is going to get him killed
Already setting him up to fail
Just for a couple nights of fun
He'll pay for your fucking lifetime of wrong
Pawn off, fucked up, riding it out
Stop riding it out
Pawn off, fucked up