That Look (voice memo)

You'd think that I'd feel better now
Like it's supposed to workout somehow
Call Lis and tell her I'm alright
Cuz she told me without me
She wouldn't have a life
And I'm trying to make it better
Feel more comfortable
Yeah, I'm trying to see the difference
See how far I've come
But I don't know if the meds are working
If it helps to talk to someone
Why'd you say I'm their role model
I don't think that I should be the one
I guess I do see a difference now
When you give that look and ask me how
I'm doing babe, and if I'm alright
But now that I'm more open
All I wanna do is lie
And I'm trying to make things better
Feel more comfortable
Yeah, I'm trying to see the difference
See how far I've come
But I don't know if the meds are working
If it helps to talk to someone
Why'd you say I'm their role model
I don't think I should be one
Why do you still worry about me now
Yeah, look for a crack and ask me how
Show me I'm dying and bring me down
Over worry for me, tell them I need help
Until they give that look and
Until they give that look and