Always Wanted

And I'm missing you
I'm the loneliest out here
But I'll win this
I swear

And I'm missing home
I starve for attention
Paralyzed with fear
And it shows

And it's just like you said
It would be when I left
I never thought when I left you knew best

So I brown paper bag
This solution to just quit
An illusion is best fit
Terrified that I'm already dead
Until you said

Don't worry, I'll fix this
Just like you always say
So I'm sorry, forgive me
You were always wanted

This can't be happening to me
Addressing my world of depression
I've worn secretly
Purposely I fought off mistakes I've done
To throw my flaws off and miss you by
Still, you smile

Don't worry, I'll fix this
You say once again
So I'm sorry, forgive me
You were always wanted

And suddenly, I see what you've done
So sorry
It had to take me this long to say
You brightened my life
And you deserve to rest easy
In your bed tonight
Yeah, you deserve just to know
That you're my shining light

So don't worry
I'm okay
I'll be just fine
And I'm sorry
Please, forgive me
You were always wanted

So suddenly