you don't know the feeling (feat. Julia Peterson)

You don't know the feeling
You don't know the, yeah
You don't know the feeling when I am breathing, seeing shit I'm seeing
You don't know the feeling
You don't know the, yeah
You don't know I'm feeling shitty when I'm breathing

Living when I'm high for the night and everything's all right, yeah
But a part of me is crying
'Cause shit be looking sturdy and tight from the outside
But you only seeing it from the outside, so how do I out-lie with every step
Listening to my head
But I feel so depressed
Feeling short of my breath
Like I am losing it with every second
Losing my powers, eleven
Even with every sentence that I be speaking
Preaching
Teaching
It's taught, yeah
You need some seasoning with life but hold the salt, uh
Throwing shit on my back, it ain't my fault
But I'm running through your socials thinking shit I'm fucking lost
And i be lurking and searching for like the last time
Tryna figure out what's the purpose for all the bad times
Imma figure out what's the purchase so I could leave you courage
I'm going straight to the curtains
I don't know what I gotta do but
Yeah yeah, Imma do it
'Cause baby

You don't know the feeling
You don't know the, yeah
You don't know the feeling when I am breathing, seeing shit I'm seeing
You don't know the feeling
You don't know the, yeah
You don't know I'm feeling shitty when I'm breathing

So is it true?
All those texts I get 'bout you
Late night messaging bout some dude who broke your heart
But is it rude to ask you what time it is
Cause baby I'm positive
It's cool if we gon' play by all these fucking rules
Cause I'm a crodie who can't live without the jules and the diamonds
Rocking old rings I be finding in my closet
Really baby you don't know
All the back door scheming, we the sad foes
Fucking with a rubber, that's a bad show, aye
Tears falling from my eyes when I'm looking at the ceiling thinking how the fuck I'm feeling
Maybe imma get to laughing with my dad
Maybe one day I'll be smashing in the back
Fears crashing in my lap, uh
You the only thing that's holding me trapped from going crazy
Maybe baby we should leave it with that
Yeah

All these things
Know they happen for a reason
But what's the reason
Mmmm mmmm mmmm
Why you always in my head
Remember days you're in my bed
And we just talking
We not worrying bout nothing cause we
Falling
I can't stop
Loving
Shut up and
Come here
Wanna feel
Your lips against mine
Baby
You are my
Favorite
You are my
Favorite
You are my
Baby, but you don't know

You don't know the feeling
You don't know the
You don't know the feeling when I am breathing, seeing shit I'm seeing
You don't know the feeling
You don't know the, yeah
You don't know I'm feeling shitty when I'm breathing

I'm so stuck up in head when I'm thinking bout you
I think we should let go even though I don't want to
Say goodbye cause you're the best thing that's happened to me
I love you, but I don't know if you really love me
Cause you don't know the, yeah
And you don't know the, hmmm
And you don't know the, yeah
And you don't know the, hmmm
And you don't know the, yeah
And you don't know the, hmmm
And you don't know
And you don't know
And you don't know the feeling