bad guy

Got everybody thinkin' I'm just the bad guy
Got déjà vu, think I was here in a past life
Back then she used to break my
Heart just to pass time i play the game
But I think I'm on my last life
I built it all
I watch them turn it to rubble
I try my best to walk away, but I stumble
I look inside and wish that I was more humble
My ego gets the best of me, it's a struggle

Where will I be in the end?
When I start losing everyone I used
To say was my friend
Time passed by quick, memories play pretend
Sharp words like a knife
Push me over the edge
Sharp words like a knife
Cut me off of the thread
And I did it before, maybe I'll do it again
And I'm so sick of your words
You never meant what you said
And I'm so sick of my life
I think I'm quitting my meds
And I did it before
I think I'll do it again
And I'm lost inside this forest
I don't know where it ends
You never had a broken heart so
You don't know if it mends
You never been the bad guy
They never wanted you dead