conflict

She think I'm a mess up
They think I'm an extra
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm 'posed to be resting
Wish I was in Heaven
Posted with my best friend
Really miss my best friеnd
I wish I could text him
And now they wanna be mad at
Mе like it was my fault used to be my hero
You fell off and hit the asphalt
Full halt, I don't even know what to say
'Member I felt so alive and
Now I'm digging my grave
I'm so lost and alone
Nowhere close to my home
It's 2% on my phone
It's getting out of control
And I thought I could save them on my own
I'm playing the part
I'm not built for the role
Your hand became something I can't hold
And I know it's hard to see me winning
But I'm sure that you will
Make it on your own

You wanna lose me, I think it's okay
You think you're better off without me
Have it your way
And it's fucked up in the end
I think I'm fresh out of friends
I put this gun to my head, let it go
And I do this shit better off on my own
I already know what it feels like all alone
She wishin' I was pretend
I'm wishin' I was content
I wish this conflict would end, but it won't