paid dues. (feat. Sky.)

Been on Instagram stalking this bitch for like two weeks
Fantasizing but shorty know I ain't playing for keeps
I was good one of the good ones now I got the mark of the beast
Well Maybe I'm just a bitter nigga with exes who leave
Shit maybe it's me
But i would never tell her no I'm paying the fee
Sighing bout this yellow bone who lay my sheets
Fly her out out the terradome as soon as we peak
I like em Fae
Fairytale stories causing how we play no cdg
But before we work I need the pre
Then we proceed
To fill our desires with what we need
I plant a seed
I'm watching water it like my feed and that's the thing
I'm still on her page her captions read
If you hate me then that's real love
I'm right behind you can't escape me
When shit build up you close your eyes you think it's fate but
I make a meal of whatever they throw on my plate
She took my ass out for Boba
I'm broke as fuck she still treat like a soda
Magician how I'm fitting these bunnies in a Toyota
Motorboat overloaded
She told me I was just swoosh on the sleeve
I did what I had to do Nigga no Steve
Was it enough for her ?
Shit I don't give a fuck now I'm Greedy
We gotta creed
But ain't no movies No Michael B
I rope the beast
I put the chain around my neck like I owe myself
Gramatizing tryna put the words together to tame her
She already thinking what she think of me I don't blame her
But can I live?
I spark on the beach no bon n viv
I call it crib but you call it house
And that's bc you want a home, kid, puppy and spouse
And I just need somewhere to sleep and yeah you thick as a couch
I watch my mouth when I'm around you I don't even know how
I need to get the fuck away from you I ain't tryna drown
Not unintentional but purposely I bought her gown
On my head I wear infatuation like it's a crown
Shut the fuck up I can't hear myself think it's too loud
Was playing duck hunt but in the end she shooting me down
What?