Not Really Famous

If I'ma flex I'ma do this shit like "Wow
I'm so proud" no cheques, no fans at my show
Kinda hurt like Ow, like ow
I'ma stay locked up in my penthouse
Do you really think I worry about a bitch now
Do you really think I'ma pick up your call
Hell nah I'm gonna fucking sit down
I thought I would be happy
Looks like y'all got me
Fall asleep in the lobby marriot discounts
Shoutout to my bro bro couple people know me
Never want a photo it's cool, no sweat
I don't even know what's left
Think I should take my meds for
OCD like what is rest
Can't tell you that last week
I was only happy was supposed to blow up
I guess I'm just average
I compare myself, I feel small no lying
I don't trust y'alls to have my
Back so fuck you too, i'm done with trying

I'm not famous, I'm just playing
I don't feel worth the cash
All the cash that I've been making
No self-worth, no respect
Got some trauma fuck my ex
Take a shot like this might help
Can't live like that yeah

Guess I'm not really famous
Guess I'm not really famous
Guess I'm not really famous

I'ma be highkey honest, I'm depressed
Fucking mess
Stress myself right out my fucking chest
Check my numbers, not my texts
Hit me up, I feel press
I can't say no, be too nice sometimes
I need space
I should face issues, I feel misused
I don't want you to see my bad sides
Feel too close so I push back
Hate myself and they love that
Looking for a reason not to give up, give up
Yeah

I'm not famous, I'm just playing
I don't feel worth the cash
All the cash that I've been making
No self-worth, no respect
Got some trauma fuck my ex
Take a shot like this might help
Can't live like that yeah