In Too Deep

I kinda see what you on babe
Deleting shit on yo phone babe
Them bold ways
You used leave and yo phone stayed
I been played, so I know the signs when to feel afraid
A few days since we been intimate no hug or no kiss
And when I hit it and up in it You say "do it like this"
I usually do it like that
It's hard to just understand
You saying you got my back, but got the knife in yo hand
You being secretive and
You slowly pushing me away
Went from texting every minute now it's every other day
Being dry with what you say
You reply with long delays
Thought these actions was a phase
But u been stuck deep in yo ways babe
And When I call you that just tell me what u thinking?
We was riding on a wave now it's feeling like we sinking
I keep thinking that you cheating you out creeping secret keeping
I know you telling lies rolling eyes when u blinking
I see it

Cause I can't love in a lie
And understand that I'm a man
But I'm still able to cry
And these emotions got me open I can't keep em inside
And if you feel I wasn't good enough
I'll live cause I tried yea
Cause I can't love in a lie
And understand that I'm a man
But I'm still able to cry
And these emotions got me open I can't keep em inside
And if you feel I wasn't good enough
I'll live cause I tried

Gave you my heart and you crushing it
Crazy thing is I'd still prolly put up with it
Slightly losing touch with it
I deny the signs
It's been too long feel like I'm stuck with it
Love has got me blind
When I be peeping certain actions I pretend I don't know
I'm In too deep to start all over In too deep to let go
So I'm just taking it slow
I guess l'll go with the flow
And I suppose we like a rose so I'm just hoping we'll grow but
A flower dies without sun and water
I'm thinking farther
I'm thinking broader want you to raise up son and daughter
That's why it's scary
You date for sex And I date to marry
I barely trust you
I'm scared to want you
I'm scared to love you
I was yo Will you was my Jada Picket Smith
Had you locked in like a gated picket fence
My complaining got you tense
You asking how dare me?
Thought I had you locked in but you gave him the spare key, And I'm hurting

Cause I can't love in a lie
And understand that I'm a man
But I'm still able to cry
And these emotions got me open I can't keep em inside
And if you feel I wasn't good enough
I'll live cause I tried
Yea
Cause I can't love in a lie
And understand that I'm a man
But I'm still able to cry
And these emotions got me open I can't keep em inside
And if you feel I wasn't good enough
I'll live cause I tried

In too deep
In too deep
I over think I'm losing sleep
Losing sleep
Sometimes I wish I didn't peep
Didn't peep
Apologies , but talk is cheap
I swear this pain is unbearable
I try to make new memories , but they don't compare to you
The things that you did natural they would not even care to do
I cared for you, I kept it true
What you did to me I ain't do to you
And I'm a fool if I go back to you
I done told my mom and now she mad at you
Awkward when they bring you up they asking "damn what happen to
Chick you used to bring around?"
Tryna find another you
Wish you felt the feeling when I say you found another dude
Fuck it you , got me insecure I don't know what to do
Uncomfortable
Thinking every woman keeping secrets too
I needed you , you needed me
Move on is what I need to do , and let you be
I need to leave