Bile

No one can touch me, I'm unclean
My blood is acidic
Just like the bile in my spleen
When I see happy, man, I turn green
People ask me, "How you so lean?"
I barely have the will to be
Do you think I care if I eat?
People ask me, "Hey how you been?"
Fuck off man, don't be pretending
Do you really care about me?
I know I'm an asshole
It's because I have no feelings
I love no one and I love nothing
I'm an apathetic machine
Won't someone come and hear my plea?
Come and end my life please
This genius mind rots with unaltered thoughts that sit untouched
Lot a good it does holding in a flood bound to end in blood
I'm incompetent and intolerant of sustenance
My mind does not lie but provides not one reason or rhyme
I think it is time
Yes, it is time
Go get the noose
Your kaboose is mine
Fuck having goals, fuck having dreams, man
Every single factor's giving me a heart attack
Time is slipping through the sands of the hourglass
Death is coming like the holocaust, holocaust
Lived a quarter of my life, it passed me by
Can't compromise knowing that I will die
Maybe mediocrity's just a part of me
Maybe I'm not really what I'd thought I'd be
Fuck
What I thought I'd be
What I thought I'd be
What I thought I'd be
What I thought I'd be
What I thought I'd be
What I thought I'd be
What I thought I'd be
What I thought I'd be