Distorted

My mind so distorted
Know my head is haunted
Drowning all my thoughts are flooded
No I won’t let go
Can’t let go
Won’t let go, ya
My mind so distorted
Know my head is haunted
Drowning all my thoughts are flooded
No I won’t let go
Can’t let go
Won’t let go, ya
Aiming at my head cause I’m steady taking shots
Anything to end the pain I’m afraid will never stop
She could ease my brain but I know she’ll break my heart
No never get my heart
No she can’t tear apart
So I’m living all alone
Nothing feels like home
Only feeling numb
No one knows my world, ya
Keep your poker face I never fold
Putting on an act get your tickets to the show
I never let myself feel at all
Thoughts changing like seasons got me prepping for the fall
Ay, I know what it is I thought I wanted
Dreaming visions every night I never knew would own me
Nothing matters in this world unless I know it’s all me
Trapped in these selfish ways and they still call me dolce
Look
I’m not here to fake
I know who I am
I know what they say
Huh
I’m not here to stay
I know where I am
I know what they’ll say
Huh
I’m not here for praise
I don’t want no fans
I just wanna chase
No
I don’t want no games
Ya
I just levitate
Tell me KAM why you see the world this way?
You were never like this why would you ever change?
Look, this has always been me, the real me had to escape
Now I’m out but I’m drained, cause I’m still lost in the haze
And you know I’m never phased
I’m more sane when I’m faded
Numb without medicate
My enemy, is deep within me
My mind so distorted
Know my head is haunted
Drowning all my thoughts are flooded
No I won’t let go
My mind so distorted
Know my head is haunted
Drowning all my thoughts are flooded
No I won’t let go
My mind so distorted
Know my head is haunted
Drowning all my thoughts are flooded
No I won’t let go
My mind so distorted
Know my head is haunted
Drowning all my thoughts are flooded
No I won’t let go