How Did We Get Here

Cause I've been, I've been, I've been wonderin'
If you'll let me go, yeah
Let me go, oh, cause you're dragging me down, yeah
And I can't stop my head from spinnin', yeah
You got me wrapped up in it all
I never should've got so close to you
But how was I supposed to know?
I wish I could take back the memories
I wish I could take back the love
Cause now I'm lookin' back I'd change it
Yeah you had me hatin' myself
I think I'm losin' my head now
Yeah, I'm losin' my head now, yeah
How did we get here?
I got away, but you keep bringin' me back and
I tried to escape, but you keep bringin' the past in
And you let it happen
So tell me, baby
How did we get here?
Yeah, how did we get here?
Cause I don't wanna be in love
And I'm driftin' away
But I can't stay Cause I can't bare to be around you now
Yeah, when you're dragging me down, down, down, down
And I love myself without you
Without you now
Mmm
Cause I'm so sick of this toxic love And I'm so done living like this
I ain't been giving myself the level of help I'm needing to lift me out
So let it go, cause I'm better off without you now
I'm better off without you
How did we get here?
I got away, but you keep bringin' me back and
I tried to escape, but you keep bringin' the past in
And you let it happen
So tell me, baby
How did we get here?
Yeah, how did we get here?
Cause I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
No I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be in love
If this is what it feels like