Depression

You ever had depression
Sitting there supressing
All your emotions
So no ones stressing
Thought you were strong
But it's messing, with your head
Sat up in a session
In a therapy chair
Wanting to ask questions
But thinking, Nobody even cares
Wanting a shoulder to cry on
And No one's there
(Yeah)
Yeah
You ever had depression
Sitting there supressing
All your emotions
So no ones stressing
Thought you were strong
But it's messing, with your head
Sat up in a session
In a therapy chair
Wanting to ask questions
But thinking, Nobody even cares
Wanting a shoulder to cry on
And No one's there
(YEAH)
Well I really have and it's kind of bad
I had times I was DEPRESSED and SAD
I was STRESSED and MAD
Mental Health, What is that
Getting letters stamped
With a diagnosis on the back
So I'd wonder if the chat
In the session was really, all of that
Have the Counsellors really got my back
Or are they just chatting their crap?
(Chatting their crap)
I start thinking, I can't even trust that man
(NAH)
The tablets they put me on
Could either work or be a bust and
I had to engage my mind alone man
Worked from inside my home and inside my dome
Couldn't take the tablets on their own
So shifted my mindset, By watching bare videos
Cliché as fuck I know but...
Honestly, try to drop the the negativity
And switch it up, for positive vibes
Watch everything you want come alive
Provide a positive impact in your life
I couldn't wake to my alarm
At half past five
Insomnia is such a fucking dive
Merging with depression for those
Sleepless nights
I'd wondered if I'd ever feel right
Right now I feel like
You ever had depression
Sitting there supressing
All your emotions
So no ones stressing
Thought you were strong
But it's messing, with your head
Sat up in a session
In a therapy chair
Wanting to ask questions
But thinking, Nobody even cares
Wanting a shoulder to cry on
And No one's there
YEAH
You ever had depression
Sitting there supressing
All your emotions
So no ones stressing
Thought you were strong
But it's messing, with your head
Sat up in a session
In a therapy chair
Wanting to ask questions
But thinking, Nobody even cares
Wanting a shoulder to cry on
And No one's there
YEAH
I feel like...
Like I'm in these lights
I feel like...
(Yeah)
They are shining bright
They know who I am.
But do they know what it's like?
Living with this shit, yeah it sits
In the back of my mind
I used to sit and cry, so damn much
And then I wondered why
I though it was just life, like
From everything I had seen
I realized as I became a teen
Things aren't always as they seem
I think it's a mix
Of all the things, I have seen
No one was providing the light then for me
Except from my team
Your friends are closer than it seems
Don't keep composure and hold in things
Release that stuff! And stop bottling it up
(KMJ Media)