lately, i been bored

Baby, how bad do you want me?
I know it been hard and I know play hard and
You just want attention, post me with no mention
Help me understand it, baby, are you desperate?
What I give off should make you weak in the knees, I mean
I guess that's me just trying to overachieve, I been
So bored lately and so easy to displease, I just
Need a spark of hope and creativity, but I get it
Over this shit like Summer, it's bitter
Heart so cold, need a hug n a sweater
Feel brain fried, but so I blame it on sativa
Hard to gain hope but I lose in a minute
Bored with you and the music I ain't feeling, bored with life but I can't wanna end it
Been so numb, want something I can feel and, feel and, feel and love but I been bored
Lately I been bored yeah, lately I been
Lately I can't fall in, maybe I can't
Lately I been bored yeah, lately I been
Lately I can't fall in, lately I been
Lately I been
I lack control
I don't deserve
This life I hold
I try, I fold
Taking a toll
On me
It's hard to cope
It's hard to cope
It's hard to cope
Yeah
Yeah
It's hard to cope
Some days I'm fine, some days I lose my mind
Sometimes it's hard for me to find gold in my own gold mind
Sometimes I treasure it
One man's trash is another's dream, so I choose carefully
But right now I can't choose one, no
What is my problem?
I get nostalgic, want go back to oblivion
Back to naive, back to no one I claim am now
That's where I am now
But no, no
I ain't going down that road
I ain't put in all this time just to get led to dirt
I ain't put in all this work to place last in this sport
But lately I just can't fall for things, lately I just feel nothing
Lately I been bored yeah, lately I been
Lately I can't fall in, maybe I can't
Lately I been bored yeah, lately I been
Lately I can't fall in, lately I been
Lately I been
I lack control
I don't deserve
This life I hold
I try, I fold
Taking a toll
On me
It's hard to cope
It's hard to cope
It's hard to cope
It's hard to cope
I been bored
Need a minute
Need a new thing
Cause this ain't what I feeling
It's hard to cope
But I
Need a minute, need a minute, need a minute