Agony

The pieces of me that I give out
I wish that I could keep
The pieces that I hold onto
Are the ones destroying me
Reality hits like a fucking train
And again I fall apart
Choking on the hope I have
That I'm still in your heart

I just want to talk
But I don't know what to say
There's more being said
In the silence in-between
When we try to speak
We speak in different tongues
Suffer through the anguish
Do you feel the same kind of torment?

There's no more joy in the sunset
Not like there used to be
I'll keep waiting for the season to change
For the pink cloud summers reign to end
It ends where she is

I can barely get to sleep at night
I'm almost there until your hazel eyes
Pull me out from the dream
This life is agony

There's no more joy in the sunset
Not like there used to be
I'll keep waiting for the season to change
For the pink cloud summers reign to end
(It ends where she is)

I try to sleep but I'm
Haunted by hazel eyes
I try to sleep but I'm
Haunted by hazel eyes

Everything feels out of place

Nothing has ever filled the space
Where the love was and anguish remains