Beautifully Insane

I don't really need you checking for me
Maybe it was not meant to be
Just go ahead cause its a wrap
No second thoughts no recaps
I couldn't feel you when you were around
I'm suffocating myself to the ground
Deadweight won't stop dragging me down
Intangible but real as a sound
Looking through the spectrum trying to make the right connection
Fix it with a correction losing my sense of direction
I'm thinking to myself
Overthinking in my brain
Can't you see we're two people just beautifully insane
Yeah beautifully insane
Hidden in the masquerade
In a world that's bitter cold
It'll eat you up if you lose control
Make your heart slowly decompose
A cycle that seems to overflow
But break it right now and it'll ease up some of that pain
You might not think it's good but everything needs some rain
Too many doses of you so I have to abstain
Can't you see that I'm beautifully insane
Looking through the spectrum trying to make the right connection (I tried to make it right)
Fix it with a correction losing my sense of direction
(But you did me wrong too many times)
I'm thinking to myself
Overthinking in my brain
Can't you see we're two people just beautifully insane
(And you, and you made me insane)
Looking through the spectrum trying to make the right connection (Woah oh, oh, oh)
Fix it with a correction losing my sense of direction
I'm thinking to myself
Overthinking in my brain
Can't you see we're two people just beautifully insane
I tried to stay not go but inside I truly broke
The tears streaming down my face as I was driving myself home
Upper casing on my phone
Yeah I gotta' let you know
Let me focus on this road and try to regain self-control
Pulled up in my driveway finished racing on a highway
Hallucinating going crazy
I tried to go the right way
(Still upper casing on my phone)
I can still put on a show
As I wear my facade over the pain
Yeah, you made me beautifully
Looking through the spectrum trying to make the right connection (Insane)
Fix it with a correction losing my sense of direction
I'm thinking to myself
Overthinking in my brain
Can't you see we're two people just beautifully insane
Looking through the spectrum trying to make the right connection (Ohh)
Fix it with a correction losing my sense of direction (Yeah, yeah, yes)
I'm thinking to myself
Overthinking in my brain
Can't you see we're two people just beautifully insane (I'm thinking, I'm thinking)
Looking through the spectrum trying to make the right connection (I'm insane)
Fix it with a correction losing my sense of direction
I'm thinking to myself (I'm thinking, I'm thinking)
Overthinking in my brain (Yeah, this shit's got me thinking to myself)
Can't you see we're two people just beautifully insane
Looking through the spectrum trying to make the right connection (What the hell)
Fix it with a correction losing my sense of direction (Did you do to me, me yes)
I'm thinking to myself
Overthinking in my brain
Can't you see we're two people just beautifully insane