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[Intro]
In anthropology, liminality is the quality of ambiguity or disorientation that occurs in the middle stage of a rite of passage, when participants no longer hold their pre-ritual status but have not yet begun the transition to the status they will hold when the rite is complete
[Verse 1]
I got a god complex and suicidal tendencies
These motherfuckers really wanna get into me
Shit, I tell 'em pull up, they probably enemies
All these rappers at my neck, make them swim with anemones, yeah
Electric shock, it's not my fault
That your bitch like my cock
When your shit flop like the market stock in 2008
Nobody is safe, watch they faces break
I may be late but at least I'm worth the wait
[Verse 2]
Lately, I've been thinkin' 'bout all this fuckin' shit
Not entirely sure where my body's gonna sit
After I pass, been losin' my religion like REM
Got me questionin' my every step, like who I am
Where am I?
This black hole suffocatin' me, I can't see
Self-esteem lower than Z in ABCD, bitch, it's KEZE
But my name don't ring a bell no mo', as the story goes
I'm still gettin' over incidents from years ago
My brain is damaged 'cause I've smashed it on books before
I didn't know how to self harm but I wanted to cause pain
So I did it to my brain
Now I can't think properly, now it's hard to fuckin' see
My own worth in this world, out my ears I bleed
Yeah, I'm the cockiest fucker that you'll ever meet
I don't understand why it just ain't fuckin' plain to see
My mind playin' tricks on me, I can't see
Who I really am, the real me
All I know is you who I wanna be
You who I wanna be
You who I wanna be
You who I wanna be
You who I wanna be
I don't wanna to be me
You who I wanna be
[Verse 3]
There's blood on the ceilings, there's blood on the walls
I be spinnin' the drain, I be takin' the fall
What if I'm dreamin' and what if I'm fuckin' not?
Is this reality or am I just a motherfuckin' cog, what?
My body radiatin' energy, believe it B
My ego larger than the motherfuckin' Seven Seas
Illegal roadsigns, drivin' in the wrong way
These rappers fuckin' suck and I'm not talkin' good ways
Gotta get this wack shit off my fuckin' brain
Makin' out with the bottle just to numb the pain
Been starin' at the screen for hours and you're on my mind
I can't go to sleep, though, I'll be terrified
'Cause when I go to sleep, all I think about is you
You the reason that I make the choices I do
I'll put you to my cranium and take away myself
How you tell your best friends that you wanna kill yourself?