My Own Wave

Haunting my dreams and my thoughts
Fuckin' memories
This devil disguised like a woman
Tryna' take my soul away from me
I can't fall for it
Even though she use that body so persuasively
But I gotta
Ride for myself
People acting like they got your back
Then they slither round like serpents
Gotta cut them dead branches off your tree that serve no purpose
They aint growing with me, they just worthless
Ulterior motives
Hide behind the smile
Got me tempted
To go live in exile
Drinking them Remy shots to calm my nerves
She got a pretty face, skinny waist, and all them curves
But I can't trust her
Been let down way too many times
Starts with sunshine
Then ends up with some grey skies
Pessimism is just realism
Got some blinders on to focus on that main vision

I'm just riding on my own wave
You with me or you not
Im'a go my own way
Too focused to get lost
Can't be your one and only
Sorry if you're lonely
I'm just on my own wave
I'm just riding on my own wave
You with me or you not
Im'a go my own way
Too focused to get lost
Can't be your one and only
Sorry if you're lonely
I'm just on my own wave

And I don't really give a fuck what you say
I'm on my wave
And I don't really give a fuck what you do
I'm on my wave
I'm just doing my own thing
Where were they when I was down low
They acting like that they aint hear me though
I'ma just ride and never look back
You either on my side or you not, and that's that
I'm tryna give a damn but I can't

I'm just riding on my own wave
You with me or you not
Im'a go my own way
Too focused to get lost
Can't be your one and only
Sorry if you're lonely
I'm just on my own wave
I'm just riding on my own wave
You with me or you not
Im'a go my own way
Too focused to get lost
Can't be your one and only
Sorry if you're lonely
I'm just on my own wave