Bad Decisions

I think about you every day
You are not, not the same
But fuck you anyway
I will not do that again

All my stories end like this
But I don't fucking care about this shit
Maybe this all was just a dream
Fuck it, I won't cry for this

All these bad decisions that I made
Is it okay to be ashamed?
I can't remember what's her name, yeah
I can't sleep all night and day

You should be used to the way I act
Drunk and high all day, feeling a mess
But knowing all these things
Do you like me more or less?

All these bad decisions that I made
Is it okay to be ashamed?
I can't remember what's her name, yeah
I can't sleep all night and day

All these feelings inside my head
You hate me, so go ahead
Talk about someone you have never met
Or recognize that i'm trying my best

All these bad decisions that I made
Is it okay to be ashamed?
I can't remember what's her name, yeah
I can't sleep all night and day