swimming in my own blue guts (EGO)

I think it's time I stop pretending I'm all good with you
I'm sick of being spiteful
But I can't help it cause I'm not
Ready to be nice again
Or let you in
cnd I feel so blue
Of all the things that I could be
I only wanna be in love with you

Sorry I can't stand being next to her
She talks too much and I can't stand
When I'm being ignored
Fuel my stupid stupid little ego

I'm tired of being down
I wish you'd come and join
I'm finally in love
But I can't enjoy what I've got
I'm too good
To be waiting on someone
To say sorry for something stupid
I'll just sit and be preoccupied until I'm bored

I'm sick of being spiteful
But I can't help it
I can't help it
I can't help it

Stupid little ego

Sorry I can't stand being nice to her
I talk too much and I'm too tired
Of shit hitting the fan
Tired of your stupid stupid fucking ego