TYRANT

In another life I'd be fine
Being something that I'm not
What do you think of when you see me in a dress
Do you notice when I paint my nails like a man
In my dreams
Non-conformative rambling
An altruistic tyranny
The talk we have that never ends
Do you think he saw us staring right at him
Jealousy
Pull me in
Think I might do something different
Trying to be born again
Looking in the mirror on the elevator
If I close my eyes hard enough
My body won't be something that I'm not
Stuck in this likeness
A daydream away from total catharsis
If I'm being honest
Why the hell should I settle for less
I'll make you uncomfy if it gets what I need
An appetite unforgiving
I'll eat when I'm hungry and stop when I'm six feet deep
Remember when we talked back then
Everything was easy I was ignorant
Didn't have anyone to offend
Still I think my body's changing for the best
Still I think my body's changing for the best
Remember when we talked back then
Talking ourselves off until we're bored again
I don't think we're changing just for anyone
Drowning in my guilt and my dysphoria
What do you think of when you see me in a dress
Do you notice when I paint my nails
Non-conformative rambling
An altruistic tyranny