You're All Welcome

One eye open, and you're calling out the blind for all that they can't see.
I hate to disappoint you,
but this is how it's always been.
A life spent in the dark.
It's just now you see.
I never said I'd fucking stay forever,
But when it's time I'll pull the trigger myself.
And if we're going straight to hell, fuck...
We'll see you there.
I'm no fucking martyr,
I'm just living the time before my turn to die.
Because a life lived pressed under your finger,
I'd rather be fucking dead.
I know who I am...no one can take that from me,
Especially not some self-centered fuck.
What if you're just like them?