After All

[Intro: Bily]
Ay can you pass my green tea?

[Verse 1: Speedy]
I was waiting every night
Staring at my phone despite
The fact you never think about my life
But I try to disguise
Myself in these lights
In hopes of you seeing the light in me
Or a sight to see
Your place in my life what it might just be
Flip the fantasy
Maybe turn my dreams to reality
Maybe turn my dreams to reali-
Nah
No that will never happen
Especially she know that my profession might be rapping
Cannot see the good in me way too many distractions
Everything she wants to see are attributes I’m lacking
(Yea Yea)
I’vе spent too much time alone at night
Still praying I’ll find my bridе
No one’s gonna try to slide
I don’t wanna live this life
I hope you know
All I want is being loved for real (For real)
That’s how life goes
To be real, yea I just want to feel (To feel)
I’m too blinded with my flaws
But I guess that’s just my job
Zero exes but one cross
I feel worthless after all

[Chorus: Fawi and Speedy]
Things don’t change
Could’ve fixed it all it’s a shame
Trying my best to refrain
I’m the only person left to blame
Got me feeling like damn (Yea Yea)

[Verse 2: Fawi]
Been so alone
When I roam
Been really hard to find
But you know I gotta grind
You know I ain’t got the dimes
Tryna’ catch me in my prime
Bitches tryna’ take my time
When I rhyme
They be tryna’ take my soul
Never in my feelings whenever I hit the floor
Me and Speedy back to back it’s really hard to show
Pain is a virtue and I’ve hit a new low
It’s a shame
Just a game
Got me going all insane
Never tired
Never fired
They got nothing on my mind
I don’t mind
If you really don’t want any of my time
Just say that so you don’t get left behind like

[Verse 3: Speedy]
But then I wake up one day
After crying all night
And I’m packing up my things
‘Cause the wave I’m gon’ ride
‘Lotta things Im scared to say
‘Cause my panic on flight
But it’s a good day
So I’m chillin’ on site
Now I’m vibin’
Straight vibin’
The eyebrows go up with the eyelids
The only ten I see she a titan
All of a sudden I just feel that vibrance
She said
Yo yo yo
“Got your texts last night”
Oh no no heart beat so wild
“Oh hello” I guess I was pretty shy
But “shawty look here I got you tonight”
Never knew I’d find a love
Never knew I was enough
Now I’m never giving up
Gotta’ work hard cause I’m running outta’ luck

[Chorus: Fawi]
Things don’t change
Could’ve fixed it all it’s a shame
Trying my best to refrain
I’m the only person left to blame
Got me feeling like damn