Twenty One

First thing's first. Can't open up this bottle of prescription
But I'm pounding bottles, pushing throttles, it's my mission
Tenth grade, new car, and a fam that reached division
Just a lonely life. No dreams of wife or true ambition
Just a fan of fission. Calling my mother cuss words
Almost throwing punches, losing lunches due to mustards
Couldn't ever ketchup. At least that's what I thought
Cause now I see the present only bears the gifts I brought
Now please
Just don't go far
I'm so lost I'm found, but no cigar
All these growing pains
My how they missed me
You know I'm yours
(You know, you know. You know, you know)
Trapped in this room, twenty one, my wife says I'm the one
But I'm working at Chipotle and hiding from the sun
My decisions all feel dumb. Necessitated by blind fear
"I'm never giving up," I say just so they all hear
And just so we're all clear, I'm never giving up
I'm never giving up. I'm never giving up. Enough's enough
And I'm hoping you call my bluff so I'll finally fucking do shit
But I know it's up to me to grow up and fucking do shit
Now please
Just don't go far
I'm so lost I'm found, but no cigar
All these growing pains
My how they missed me
You know I'm yours
(You know, you know. You know, you know)
Please
Just don't go far
I'm so lost I'm found, but no cigar
All these growing pains
My how they missed me
You know I'm yours