Hand on Heart

I Got my hand on my heart heart on my sleeve
already been seven months but still hard to conceive
still hard to believe
The pain chocking me up making it harder to breath
Cause from my mum passed away its been passed peak
and for the last couple months cuz I can't sleep
brain shattered into pieces It scared deep
feel empty no tears left I can't Weep
na and still can't believe
family will try sell me out for my Marge p's
but Now it's pass peace so try know Anywhere I see your face from you head from your head I'm taking a large piece
love to my peeps who had my back like a car seat
helped me on my feet and back up off my arse cheeks
Anything just ask I'll be there in a heartbeat
as long as my heart beats like the five heart beats
coz it's Nights like this when I
light my spliff and my mind mite drift
but I'm in my own zone yeah I mind my biz
the label is self kater that's what time it is
plus I've been through hard times and got no time to quit
and I'm bout me a mine and not on no miner shit
And like dirty dike I got no time for pricks
These men are wet like vaginas get.. you get me
man Ah get you cut patterned and lined like designer freds
tell them I'm back and proactive
I need no practice I know I can Hack this
I've been through a madness but I hold no maliceI I just blow the chalice, Cah my goal is to balance yeah I know its a challenge but my soul it can manage
even though i know I'm damaged
man ah still here dammit
if not
disappear in the air and Amsterdam it like
fuck it it's getting lit can you dig it
while I'm talking to Bridget she slipping me the digits
says she wants to take me home cook me a meal that taste delicious I told her I'm a gentleman I even get the dishes
same time I'm a rebel like Sid vicious
general on level I spit it and get wicked
general on a level I spit it and get wicked
you can get rolled over or get wid it
The end of the saga of and start of a new beginning
you can get rolled over or get wid it
now done with the talking I'm ready to start winning