All Depends

I've determined that I am a nervous mess
I might be trash but I deserve the best
This remind me of them keek side afternoons on the curb wit west
That's way back before niggas had ever heard of c.h.e.s.s
Back before the bad things occurred that never were addressed
Don't speak on it, it ain't worth the stress
Cant even eat a cheeseburger without this nigga poncho in my ear like
Ya killing ya body
Ya killing ya body
Aye
I'm feelin like Gandhi, my spirit will guide me
But where to
Reality is what you perceive to be true
And in my mind I'm on top, shit but more often than not
Pockets broker than a stock
I'm on the phone shocked
To hear the first girl I ever kissed ended up gettin shot
Wow
All depends, some don't make it off the block
Some get offered deals
Some get walked out in a box
I sit back and watch the plot twist into locs
I know, I know, I know all of this shit is fake
Either that or it's a test to see how long before you break
Goodness sake
Check your TV you can see that we ain't safe
What to say? Now Im overthinkin, smokin, drinkin
Where do I go from here
Where do I go from here
Where do I go from here
LSD ain't helping me to overcome my fears
Hoping that the drugs carry me on
Til the day the Lord carry me home

Can you hear me
(Pick a road I guess it all depends)
Point me in the right direction... Please
(Because then you're old and before you know, it ends)
Can you hear me?
(Pick a road I guess it all depends)
What's my role?
(Because then you're old and before you know it ends)

My grandma said
You need to run away from here
You need to go
My teacher said young man
How dare ya free ya soul
My daddy said this might could work
But i don't know
This might be worth it I don't know
Tell me have you ever took a risk before
If not then you excelin man I doubt it
I could tell u something bout it
We could start by putting in
and gettin nothin out it
Read apartment bulletins
A nigga gettin outted
Took ten thousand hours
Ask me if we finally got what's ours
In the shower, hair been falling out
But I been balling wilder
Big homie told me that this only gon make me sour
Little homie told me fuck big homie
Take the power
In the hood again
Lookin like I shoulda been
All the while my hooder friends
Lookin out for crooked pigs
They say if only he had stayed where he shoulda been
Then the bullet wouldn't a been were it woulda been
And she ride it so hard that the wood a'bend
On the side of woodrow Wilson bridge wit my sugar then
Told her like long as niggas live in this predicament
We gon have to do sum wizardin to predict this shit
Before it get political it turn physical
Soon as a nigga get the groove
Guess wat this shit a do
Get a little more difficult to get you through
Told av I ain't been doin shit but missing you
True

Can you hear me
(Pick a road I guess it all depends)
Point me in the right direction... Please
(Because then you're old and before you know, it ends)
Can you hear me?
(Pick a road I guess it all depends)
What's my role?
(Because then you're old and before you know it ends)