Have I Found Myself?

[Chorus]
Save me while you can
Before I melt away
Please just hold my hand
And take me to my grave

[Verse 1]
Awake at 2 in the morning
Looking at the shit I'm making
By 3 I'm staring at the ceiling
Everybody talks about healing
Even though they still feel the same feelings
Sometimes I fly over the railing
Because of how much I be failing
Still emailing songs to people
Tryna make a staple in this scene
But its just a dream
I'm thankful for my team
Somedays I don't wanna be seen

I look at the days
Wondering have I found a way
Or do I have one foot in the grave
Not much to say
But please tell me why I should stay

Say what you want
I still write lyrics with this font
I'll always be the one in front
Cause I always confront my demons
(even if it means healing)

[Chorus]
Save me while you can
Before I melt away

[Verse 2]
Have I found it
This page I'm searching for
It might take me to an open door
I could've swore I saw something
I'm always stumbling over my words
I just wanna be heard

I feel like a bird
But my wings are damaged
Somehow I still managed
Realizing I was challenged
But I know I'll find a balance
(know I'll find a balance)

Have I found myself
Or am I looking for help
I don't fucking know
Just tryna be myself
Now I just gotta get along
Feels so wrong
Don't know what to do
Everyone asking whats wrong with you
What the fuck do I tell em
How do I be myself exactly?

[Spoken Word]
Why should I stay
When everything fades away
When my life goes haywire
Have I found my purpose
Or am I just losing it

[Chorus]
Save me while you can
Before I melt away
Please just hold my hand
And take me to my grave