Love & Other Drugs II
(Verse 1)
Look, This is pointless
I mean you got a boyfriend
Why the fuck am I falling in love this is only gonna be bring about more disappointment
Should of learned from the last time
Shit, barely made it out alive
But it’s hard to avoid when your heart and the voice
In your head are at war and they all collide
As if I ain’t got enough problems
Factored in a drug problem
But fuck all this, how I am I suppose solve em’
I don’t know how to deal, who I’m suppose to call up?
When I’m lost and I’m feeling that my wrongs are brought up
From the past got me thinking that karma caught up
Now my heart is carved up
Can’t eat, can’t sleep, mother fuck recording
I don’t wanna go on, see this years been long
Like my career damn near disappeared
You gonna finally hear me out this time
Sit on the line you gone listen here
Ok I’m sick of the lying make it crystal clear
Instead of sneaking out my house trying to fix your hair
And put your clothes back on before u go back home
Reapplying your make up as you look in the mirror
And you lie to yourself that it didn’t happen
That’s the shit I can’t fathom
Our relationship it gets tucked away and then you treat me like another bad habit
In a couple days you gone call me
And of course, you know I’m gonna answer the phone
Despite all the bullshit I can’t say no
Guess I’m just an addict, chasing the dragon
(Chorus)
I should be crying but I just can't let it show
I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking
All the things we should've said that I never said
All the things we should've done but we never did
All the things we should've given but I didn't
Oh, darling, make it go, make it go away
(Verse 2)
Who the fuck does this Kyle kid think he is?
He ain’t fucking up my shit
Hooked up a few times and id press rewind
If I knew he wouldn’t keep it all private
So every night, I gotta put my phone on silent
Cause he blows up my phone like a bomb it’s violent
And I swear to God
If I hear one more God damn song about me ima start a riot
If I ain’t got enough problems
Factor in a drug problem
I’ve made some mistakes in the past when I’m baked
Passing an 8th so I’ve mastered the face
Of me being fucked up, but acting okay
My home life ain’t great
I was trying to escape, Dug my own grave
Started to cheat so things complicate
But see I liked when we fucked
He’s the one catching feelings thinking that it’s love
Thought he was like a rapper with a ego
Now he’s just acting emo
I’m not a saint, no Mother Teresa
But you can’t judge me he ain’t no preacher either
I know what goes on, every time he’s on the road
Only hits me up when he comes back home
Besides, only says he loves me when he’s stoned
Think he’s just hurt and he’s feeling alone
And my boyfriend’s about to purpose
I’m gonna say yes, Kyle needs to let go
See we all got our secrets
All got our demons, they all got reasons
Two sides to a story
So I’m trying to end it now before we make it on Maury
(Chorus)
I should be crying but I just can't let it show
I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking
All the things we should've said that I never said
All the things we should've done but we never did
All the things we should've given but I didn't
Oh, darling, make it go, make it go away