sorry for myself

I'm trying not to talk to you
But I miss you and
I'm trying not to hate myself
When I'm the one who let you
Get inside your car
Standing at the driver door
Yeah, I'm the one who watched you
I'm the one who let you
I'll try to not feel sorry for myself
I, I don't blame you darlin' at all
I'm not the person you once fell for
And I'm the one who let you
I'm the one who let you
I know that I've lost my place
Over and over again
I could tell you that I've changed
I know it wouldn't mean much when
You held my arm so tight
Didn't wanna leave that night
But I still let you
I fucking let you drive
I'll try to not feel sorry for myself
I, I don't blame you darlin' at all
I'm not the person you once fell for
And I'm the one who let you
I'm the one who let you drive
Ooh
I let you drive away
(I'm the one who let you drive)
I let you drive away
I let you drive away
I'm trying not to talk to you
But I still miss you
I still loved you and
I still let you