Really It

Yo is this really it

Is this as good as it gets

Moving forward with a past of regrets

Look back like what I have I done

Will I face my fears and try to commit

Will I ever find the one

When it’s all said and done

Will I live the life I wanted

Will I be happy with the path i chose

Or just keep on running

What do you do when there’s no where to go

Stuck in a case with feelings to show

Up to 5am I’m just doing the most

Why do we stress about what to post

Just catch me in a pose

It’s all fake

No love

We do it for the likes

But inside they don’t know what it’s like

We’re dying inside

But we’re scared to tell the truth

Worlds disgusting so they brainwashing the youth

Realest in the booth

Better lace up you’re shoes

Hope your quicker then time

When it’s too late dreams and reality divide

search for purpose but will I ever find

We’re the writers of our story

Tryna get published

Top 10

No discussion

So disgusting

Maybe it’s not part of the plan

Maybe music isn’t the Cure

This is bigger me it’s not In my hands

But at the same time it’s all in my hands

This is bigger then the fans

wish I could I go back

And change the way I been

Wish I didn’t put up those fights

Wish I would of worked those sleepless nights

5”4 but I gotta face the heights

When I was feeling depressed wish I would of grabbed a mic

Demons I gotta fight

Wish someone tell me it’ll be alright

Go through life trying to be the best we we can be

A lot of dark times without no lights to see

A lot of closed in moments with no room to breathe

Sometimes I wish life could just freeze

Take a few step backs re evaluate

Go back and clean the leftovers off the plate

Find myself and find my place

Take the chance and no longer wait

If I could do it differently, would it turned out differently

My life in my hands it’s all up to me