Nowhere

Telling me I'm shooting for the stars
But it all is falling down
And I really wanna talk
But I cannot make a sound
Your emotions play a part
Part of who you hang around
I don't ever wanna die
Live to make myself proud

Telling me to eat the dirt
I won't put it on my pallet
No, you cut me to the bone
You can't fix it all with magic
You look back at life before
And you can't even imagine
Play your role or don't fit in
It won't ever mean a fraction, it won't

It won't, it won't mean a thing to you
Think back to love and then tell me
What does it mean to you?
Girls and boys cry wolf
Who's believing you?
Who believes in you?

The same people that you trust
Are deceiving you
And you think change is bad
You don't see any reason to
And to that girl, I wish
That it could be just me and you
But we're like magnets
Mercury getting between the two

The same people
That you trust are deceiving you
And you think change is bad
You don't see any reason to
And to that girl, I wish
That it could be just me and you
But we're like magnets
Mercury getting between the two

Bet my, uh

Bet my life in change
You're a piece of who you used to be
Tryna talk through memories
Yeah, but you're losing me
Relationships they come and go
But hardship always comes for free
Deep inside the depths of my mind
Where I feel it come to me

Flying through the same trippy
Loop with a migraine
Popping purple pills till
I can't feel outside of my face
Shooting through a skull
Just a bullet flies like 5 planes
Let's go back in time
But this time we'll do it my way

Say you hate me, I would hate me too
Cause honestly I'm ten times anything you do
Get a grip, get a life to live it in
You and me were equal
When did you get different

Better days, way worse nights
You could argue, I don't wanna fight
Put my past way outta sight
Wishing that day was out of my

Mind, so when I sleep I slowly die
Never waking up, I never rise
You're demanding, always standing by
Thought of bringing back my other side

You were like a broken piece of me
Every page I'm reading in between
That means I create the scene
In the picture, fields evergreen

Wouldn't mind if you OD'd
Thinking bout the things you told me
Glad you no longer know me
Except the past, forget the old me

Wanna see you burn, baby, burn
For forever, yeah
Bad thoughts, far outside
The boxes that you pencil in
Reaching past my neck
There's no respect and that's what gets to me
Rules jotted down
What's always on my mind is bending em

I don't wanna live
The same life as who's next to me
That's why I'm so careful
Who I choose and who's befriending me
Wanna make you hate me
And love the thought of ending me
You couldn't berate me
If you tried, get the recipe

Tryna get a feel of motion now
Open wounds, flower crowns
Open up, floating down
This is all that goes around
Life
Do you wanna see a boy cry

I see the snake eyes
I see the same lies
I see you say you change
Hanging with the same guys

And that's just A-Okay
Yeah, I don't mind a bit
But this is my world
You're the one who's living in it