​​touching myself

[Verse 1]
God, this fucking sucks
I've been thinking 'bout you like way too much
How your body would fit with mine
While he's laying right here, right by my side
God, I'm such a slut
'Cause I've been looking for more
With more than enough, he's everything I need
But he can't ever compare to a fantasy

[Chorus]
God, this fucking
Sucks, undress you in my mind
Just sex, wet, sweat, and my white lies
You got me touching myself while he's fast asleep
God, this sucks
'Cause I got it good, but I'm fucking it up

[Verse 2]
I know better than to see you in the flesh
Am I toeing the line?
If it's all in my head, is it really a crime?
'Cause I don't wanna hurt him
Though he's so undeserving
And I bet, skin-to-skin
And your tongue in my mouth isn't worth it

[Chorus]
God, this fucking
Sucks, undress you in my mind
Just sex, wet, sweat, and my white lies
You got me touching myself while he's fast asleep
God, this sucks
'Cause I got it good, but I'm fucking it up

[Bridge]
And he's a whole part of me, half of my heart
I brought the shovel and our love to a graveyard
Tearing apart our whole world
With my bare hands

[Chorus]
Oh, God, this fucking
Sucks, undress you in my mind
Just sex, wet, sweat, and my white lies
You got me touching myself while he's fast asleep
God, this sucks
'Cause I got it good, but I'm fucking it up