Changing

I be looking deep inside for my fears
At a point I was scared to just live
I can not hear the words filled with hate
Tunnel vision when you find your own lane
Understand I stay quiet hit the booth
Vent my feelings pen and pad what it do
I am who I am
I'm the seed that was sprouted bring the light when it's dim
I swear the struggle got me ready for the breakthrough
You don't see it when you in it but it make you
Escape the world with my headphones on
I don't speak I just move along
I just focus on me
I don't really step outside
How you telling me to think but you the one that's blind
I been working countless hours in the lab
Always knew that I was different can't be mad
I started something new a whole changed mindset
Wanna see expensive things let me buy that
Had a dream that the crowd was rocking they was singing all my sh*t want that love no stopping
Gotta check the room for snakes
Help me get 'em out the way
Bodies dropping on the daily
One mistake is all it take
Must protect me from the leaks let me get away
I devoted all my life just to beat the pain
I can't go back no
Lost my head when I dove
Almost gave it all up again
But now I got my reach supporting moves I did
Every step get me closer to the dish
So you know I'm never stopping 'til the wheels reach the end
Let me go step away from my issues
Show you how to beat the odds don't get misused
Don't you play around you gotta work if you sit up and be last then you'll just be hurt
Got experience with problems cause they chose me
Only seen one route oh it broke me
I'm the one that needed saving
Now I did it on my own and they tell me that I'm changing
Let me go step away from my issues
Show you how to beat the odds don't get misused
Don't you play around you gotta work if you sit up and be last then you'll just be hurt
Got experience with problems cause they chose me
Only seen one route oh it broke me
I'm the one that needed saving
Now I did it on my own and they tell me that I'm changing
If I changed then you gotta know the reason can't make assumptions you don't know the meaning
Could have told a million things I bet they won't listen
All a sudden I got status they become my biggest critic
That's what's wrong with the world today
Get a bag yourself so no one can take
If I'm ever drowning will you make the save
They'll just let you die cause you ain't the same
But what happen to the realness from the loved ones
You can't trust cause greed might be a killer
I tried too many times I gave out
I opened up a brand new door see what it's about
Tell me story and y'all hear it cause of melodies
Only catch me outside cause it's cheddar needs
I swear the mic my therapy
Let me step away to succeed
Let me go step away from my issues
Show you how to beat the odds don't get misused
Don't you play around you gotta work if you sit up and be last then you'll just be hurt
Got experience with problems cause they chose me
Only seen one route oh it broke me
I'm the one that needed saving
Now I did it on my own and they tell me that I'm changing