Regrets

I don't regret shit, but I lowkey regret it
Put my trust up in a nigga, just to get disrespected
Gave that nigga my body and my heart, yeah I regret it
Love everybody with your all, just to get neglected
But fuck it, we thuggin'
I fill my body with drugs
Don't worry bout if I'm clubbin'
Don't worry bout who I'm lovin'
Don't worry bout who I'm fuckin'
It's all the slugs that I'm duckin'
You proved to me, I mean nothing to you
But there ain't shit I can do, so fuck it, I'm thuggin'
Watch how you show up for me, and how you show up for others
These bitches, they ain't ya friend, shoulda listened to my mother
Promises I won't love another, they won't love me like my brothers
They startin' to paint a picture, showing me all they true colors
They invalidate my pain, when I be venting, they laughin'
And that's when I start to lose it, they be confused when I'm spazzin'
Nigga I'd wish you the best, but bitch you already had it
Use to talk bout getting married, boy tell me what the fuck happened
No other bitch can replace me, I know yo friends think I'm crazy
You bitch ass can't even face me, but for the sex, you gon chase me
These bitches think you the shit, don't know the truth about AC
You told me I was the only one, then turn 'round and played me
It's funny how my friends blame me, a nigga gon be a nigga
One day they say I'm too friendly, then the next day say I'm bitter
Don't give a fuck how I'm feeling, gon care when I pull the trigger
Bitch, I'm still missin' A'mya, hopefully soon, I'll be with ya
I don't regret shit, but I lowkey regret it
Put my trust up in a nigga, just to get disrespected
Gave that nigga my body and my heart, yeah I regret it
Love everybody with your all, just to get neglected
But fuck it, we thuggin'
I fill my body with drugs
Don't worry bout if I'm clubbin'
Don't worry bout who I'm lovin'
Don't worry bout who I'm fuckin'
It's all the slugs that I'm duckin'
You proved to me, I mean nothing to you
But there ain't shit I can do, so fuck it, I'm thuggin'
My so-called "friends", they ain't shit
I'm the realest on they team
Walk 'round this bitch like I'm happy, promise it ain't what it seem
Most nights, I can't even sleep, I overthink in my dreams
Yeah, I want better for you, but what's better for you than me?
I kept on letting him fuck, 'cause fucking makes me feel loved
Look for love in the wrong way, that's why I hit up the plug
They tell me I need therapy but I be coping with drugs
I put my pain in a blunt and let the weed fill my lungs
They always be talking shit, but when I speak up, I'm wrong
I been in over my head, I know the storm won't be long
Been feeling like givin' up, but I won't, because I'm strong
They gon be mad when this drops, I put my pain in a song
I be so paranoid, why all these bitches eyeing me?
Been feeling like I'm finna die, I got real bad anxiety
Keep it a stack with me, bruh, you don't gotta lie to me
I might just catch a murder charge, 'cause these bitches keep trying me
I don't regret shit, but I lowkey regret it
Put my trust up in a nigga, just to get disrespected
Gave that nigga my body and my heart, yeah I regret it
Love everybody with your all, just to get neglected
But fuck it, we thuggin'
I fill my body with drugs
Don't worry bout if I'm clubbin'
Don't worry bout who I'm lovin'
Don't worry bout who I'm fuckin'
It's all the slugs that I'm duckin'
You proved to me, I mean nothing to you
But there ain't shit I can do, so fuck it, I'm thuggin'