Peeling Wax

Flickering light goes out,
alone in the dark
What more can I do?
Nothing is ever new

The lonely never leaves,
this feeling haunting me
I just feel trapped again,
no one goes to Heaven.

Trapped in darkness for years.
No hopes to pray, only fears 
Nothing changes
I'm stuck playing a game that never ends.
I can never win

Flickering light goes out,
alone in the dark
What more can I do?
Nothing is ever new
Hearing familiar sounds,
all I can do is shout.
Lost never felt like home,
no longer on my own.

Tired of pleading for help
rather do it alone
If god came knocking
no ones home.

Mama I swear I tried,
I lost too many bets
I'm left screaming at God
is it my turn to die yet?
Leave me alone with my sins
Because no one goes to Heaven

None Goes to Heaven

No one GOES

I can't hold myself up,
So how can I help you?
Broken legs will never bare weight
So I brace for the fall

Flickering light goes out
alone in the dark
What more can I do?
Nothing is ever new
The lonely never leaves
this feeling haunting me
I just feel trapped again
I will never win

What's the point of helping me?
I fall time and time and time again
Will you listen this time?
I'LL SLOW IT DOWN SO YOU CAN HEAR IT
FALLING TIME AND TIME AND TIME AGAIN
JUST TO NOT GO TO HEAVEN
I'm Still playing this god damn game
and I can never win it