Chemist

Breathe
Oxygen is all I need
Breathe
In the chemicals feels so enticing
Breathe
In the fumes that will alter my thoughts, but don't
Breathe
In the memory of love once lost

Every day I seem to wake up
A new face in the dark in the memory you took place of
Now every night I get wasted
Another fix, another hit, am I your patient?

You're like a chemist who doesn't care
When or where I livе or die
You give me all I need
And lеave me here for dead
I'm so far behind
Out of sight, I'm out of mind
To a chemist who doesn't care
When or where I live or die tonight

Grab the syringe and sedate me
I never knew, how could I know what it means?
You showed me how I could escape myself
But never told me there was no way out

Negate everything I say
And I know you know how bad that it tastes
The poison you said I should take
The dose that will take me away
And temporarily kill all the pain
Then we wake up and do it again

Woah
The price of living always felt so high
Woah
Until the day you left my fucking life
Woah
Woah

You're like a chemist who doesn't care
When or where I live or die
You give me all I need
And leave me here for dead
I'm so far behind
Out of sight, I'm out of mind
To a chemist who doesn't care
When or where I live or die tonight

At what cost?
Am I living in a nightmare?
Too fast, too slow, I don't know if I care
Every day is like a constant fight for life
Spinning and spinning, I'm so sick of killing myself
Chemicals put me through hell

How do you even fucking live with yourself?
How do you even live with yourself?

You're like a chemist who doesn't care
When or where I live or die

You're like a chemist who doesn't care
When or where I live or die
You give me all I need
And leave me here for dead
I'm so far behind
But I won't lay down and die
For a chemist who doesn't care
When or where I live or die tonight

You're just a chemist that doesn't care
Leave me for dead