I’m So Scared

[Chorus]
In this life we don’t know where we’re going
Sometimes it’s better off not knowing
I’m so scared, but it’s not showing
Brave face so they keep on hoping
Keep on hoping

[Verse]
Ah, but it hurts
Is this this the worst case if we end up in a hearse
Or is it worse to rehearse a life so perverse
With no purpose other than to fertilize the earth
They’re saying there’s a price on my head
But I’m not buying it
Try it, it’ll stop my anxiety dialing
Most days convinced I’m dying anyway
There’s a price to pay, but I lost all of my faith
I sometimes wish I could get lost with no trace
In these pages and songs I try to rearrange
Into something beautiful to subdue our rage
Life is a stage
Life is a game
Press restart after every play
Here we go again try to get somewhere
Try to make a name
Repeat my pain
Repeat, am I insane?
And who is to blame like

[Chorus]
In this life we don’t know where we’re going
Sometimes it’s better off not knowing
I’m so scared, but it’s not showing
Brave face so they keep on hoping
Keep on hoping