Panic in E

I'm just sitting down
Tv on, comfy on the couch
Now I'm in my car
Not really driving too far
Sitting at my desk
Boss just asked, "when you have a sec..."
I feel good, I feel strong
But all of a sudden internally it all goes wrong

I panic
I'm hooked
I'll show you misery
I'm buried
I'm shook
I'm married to this chain
I wrote this looking in the mirror
First thing I think when I see my face
I panic
I'm hooked
Let me reiterate

And while I'm at it, keep your hands off my soul

I panic
I'm hooked
I'll show you misery
I'm buried
I'm shook
I'm married to this chain
I wrote this looking in the mirror
First thing I think when I see my face
I panic
I'm hooked
Let me reiterate

I want to be just like I was when I wasn't how I am now
I want to go back to when feeling calm wasn't a mental vacation