In The Crowd

Broken plates, far off screams
But I don't feel ashamed
Empty rooms, loneliness
I'll never be the same
For many years I've seen myself like a candle with a broken wick
I don't think I'll ever find the key
Open beaches, the smell of seaweed reminds me of my childhood
Of all the times, I swear to god,
I dreamt about the future
I wonder if I've ever deserved your love, I don't know
It's about to rain on the untold
Maybe I'm crazy
And I'll be the wife that nobody wants
Maybe you hate me
And that's why you left me here in the crowd
In the crowd, In the crowd
In the crowd, In the crowd
I promise that one day I will forgive myself for everything
For every scar under my skin
I'll hug myself until the end
I wonder if you've ever deserved my love, I don't know
It's about to shine on the unknown
Maybe I'm crazy
And I'll be the wife that nobody wants
Maybe you hate me
And that's why you left me here in the crowd
In the crowd, In the crowd
In the crowd, In the crowd