But It Ruins Me

I'm afraid of the way I need you
And the way you're using me
It's wearing me down
I wait for things to happen
But they don't accept the sadness
I should know by now

For him I'm not enough
Our rituals ain't sad enough
They're leading me on

But it ruins me
But it ain't bad enough
I guess I'm never sad enough
And he won't ever know

But it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) (Oh no)
But it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) (Oh no)

He's got a heart so cold
And the mysteries unfold
He ruins me so well
He loves me as a number
Calls and I go under, should send him to hell

For him I'm not enough
I guess I'm never sad enough
They're leading me on

But it ruins me
For him I'm not enough
I guess I'm never sad enough
He won't never know

But it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) (Oh no)
But it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) (Oh no)

I've come so far
Blown away
I've come so far
Blown away
I've come so far
Blown away
I've come so far
Blown away
I've come so far
Blown away
I've come so far
Blown away

For him I'm not enough
I bet you wasn't sad enough
They're leading me on

But it ruins me
For him I'm not enough
I guess I'm never sad enough
And he won't ever know

But it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) (Oh no)
But it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) (Oh no)

For him I'm not enough
I bet you wasn't sad enough
They're leading me on

But it ruins me
For him I'm not enough
I guess I'm never sad enough
And he won't ever know

But it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) (Oh no)
But it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) but it ruins me
(Oh no) (Oh no)

I've come so far
Blown away
I've come so far
Blown away
I've come so far
Blown away
I've come so far
Blown away
I've come so far
Blown away
I've come so far