Anhedoniac

Overlook what's right in front of my eyes
I don't know where, I don't know when but at some point I went blind
I overthink what's far beyond and behind
I don't know what, I don't know why but something's wrong with my mind
Every night, ticks take over, they're controlling my head
I could be happy right here but rather worry what's next
Oh is it worth all my fears and every tear that I shed?
Something inside of me makes me do things like that
I could be happy right here, rather worry what's next
Something inside of me makes me do things like that
I could be happy right here, rather worry what's next
Something inside of me makes me do things like that
Can't understand how something wrong feels so right
Because the only thing it takes me to believe my own lies
Is some ounces of time, I'm not one of a kind
Not the first one to reach for the clouds in the sky
I got nothing left but a head full of shit
For the ones in my life who do make me feel rich
Gotta learn to say no, I gotta learn how to switch
To the people I owe something better than this
Better than this
I could be happy right here, rather worry what's next
Something inside of me makes me do things like that
I could be happy right here, rather worry what's next
Something inside of me makes me do things like that