Southparque

[Verse 1]
You said that everything works out always a reason
Stoped sayin' that last year
Oh
I've been through worse I'm certain, this will not define me
It already does, I fear
Oh
Feel a kind of twisted pride in cynicism
I have no skills, no prospects, nowhere else to turn to
Now that my body's let me down
Woah
I find no comfort in the empty words of people that I don't even want around

[Chorus]
I find no joy, I find no peace
I suffer all for nothin'
I've found no purpose in this life
Now I must die for somethin'
I wish you were still proud of me
Wish for what happenеd to him
I make the same mistakеs I make over and over again

[Verse 2]
This is the last time that you'll see me
Don't call if you need me 'cause I won't show, it's a no go, it's low blow how you treat me 'cause we both know its' a trap
As soon as I fight back, I'm the asshole for my self defense, damn
What's up with that
Check, yeah
So I do this all alone
I'd rather fail on my own
Than to succeed with traitors invading my team, everyone's eyes on the throne
Already lost faith and all the friends I've made
I seek no redemption, it's already too late
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Yeah
So now my friends hate me
My family can't escape me
It's never what I've done for you, just what I've done for you lately
What have I done now?
Ruined it somehow
Water's seeping through the cracks, this ship is goin' down
Chat
And I'm all out of luck
At least I showed up
I try to push forward but I'm always stuck
One last request
To get it off my chest
I know I fucked it up again
It's what I do best

[Chorus]
I find no joy, I find no peace
I suffer all for nothin'
I've found no purpose in this life
Now I must die for somethin'
I wish you were still proud of me
Wish for what happened to him
I make the same mistakes I make over and over again