I'm Not Dreaming

I've seen lots with my eyes
I just need some hope so that i can rise
But i can't find those
Because its too hard to find
If you wanna help me
Then please be fuding kind
I dont want any alchohol
I dont want any joint
I just want some peace
Can you please find it?
You cant because
you are not in my place
Life is a highway and you
Have to do race with it
I think im in sleep
Its gonna be alright later
But im not dreaming